Enttäuschung macht sich breit

Nee, ich rauche leider kein Gras, da kann ich wohl einfach nicht mithalten. Macht natürlich eine Freundschaft aus.

Wahnsinn

Da habe ich doch fast etwas Pipi im Auge, verrückt was Musik alles auslösen kann. Gleichzeitig aber wieder die selbe traurige Story wie immer.

Nothing to prove

Selten wurde so viel Müll erzählt, aber es ist zur Zeit der neuste Trent über andere herziehen zu müssen. Kein Wunder das jeder bald seinen eigenen Weg geht, schade eigentlich. Gerade von dir hätte ich es am wenigsten erwartet. Als es mir gestern erzählt wurde, musste ich im ersten Moment sogar lachen, verrückt. Nein, es zählt nicht als Trauerpost oder sonstiges.

Shattered

Hidden beneath this smile
You'll find a broken man
Had everything I needed
Until I shattered it like glass
The hardest parts forever
Knowing that I'm to blame
Don't wanna know, I couldn't live
With what you really think of me

And I shattered the insides
Of something I can't replace
But would you even care?
Would you even care?
Just show me a sign
That things will be OK
This could never be the same
How could this ever be the same

One thousand sorries
Won't make this go away
And after what I put you through
I deserve the worst pain

And I shattered the insides
Of something I can't replace
But would you even care?
Would you even care?
Just show me a sign
That things will be OK
This could never be the same
How could this ever be the same

I know I put a scar on you
I took that spark out of your eyes
You gave me everything and more
In return I gave you lies
I'll always worry about you
But I had to let you go
You deserve a life free of me
The hardest thing I've ever known

And I shattered the insides
Of something I can't replace
But would you even care?
But would you even care?
I know I could never replace you
Why would I want to
You're the best I've ever seen
God I hope you find your peace
God I hope you find your peace

I miss you more than you'd ever believe
I'm forever scarred by the love that I destroyed

[my fears have become phobias]

Vermissen und es wird nicht besser.